Saanams Mind

The past few days I have been asked very often why I have changed and gone so quiet. Made me think of the year 2009 and the hard times it brought me . Sometimes everything you spend time, energy, emotions , care and feelings on for a long time collapses around you and that I suppose is when LIFE hits you hard on your face. Family and friends abandon you and there you are all alone not just battling the circumstances but battling the fact that the very relationships you spent years building prove to be all false It seemed to me that all at once I was faced with so many lessons to face.

What keeps one going on then? For me it was faith. Faith in God as it gave me peace, it gave me the comfort of knowing that there was someone who was there with me no matter if I was alone .  It gave me a feeling of safety a feeling that someone would take care of my hurts, my fears, wipe my tears , my loneliness. Someone who taught me to make peace with being alone , who taught me that I dont necessarily need people who are false in my life. Faith that if I was right God would be with me .Speaking to God often and knowing he would be there with me every step of the way.

Faith in myself, faith in who I was. Faith that I was strong enough to weather it all . Faith that the way I was, the way I was brought up was correct. Faith in the values instilled in me,  my belief in who I was. Faith in some true friends who I knew would be with me .Complete absolute faith in truth and that truth always truimphs in the end.

“Faith makes all things possible…. love makes all things easy.”

Faith … a small word but the power of which is amazing. When you have faith in God, you feel safe, when you have faith in yourself, you feel good, when you show faith in someone else, they feel wonderful. It is the confidence and trustworthiness you show in someone. When all seem to fail and the storms in life seem to suck you into a whirlpool of gloom, a quicksand of loneliness, a sea of tears the only thing that keep you going is faith .

“When you have come to the edge Of all light that you know And are about to drop off into the darkness Of the unknown, Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or You will be taught to fly” Patrick Overton

So have Faith …In God…In who you are…In a few select people and see where you fly

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