Saanams Mind

Thoughts and memories they haunt her, robbing her of her sleep….She wakes up at all weird hours battling her insomnia , mind so restless , seeking a peace that will give her a night’s rest. Her feelings clutch her heart giving her an eerie sense of being suspended in time, pain predominantly ruling her life. A pain so so acute that it feels as if a knife is passing through her chest.She wakes up, clutching her chest as she takes labored long breath to regularize her agitated heart beats.

There she is again in that twilight zone, alone with her thoughts n feelings staring into a distant horizon, waiting for day break , hoping for a ray of sunshine to warm her life up as well. Her thoughts again swimming in the whirlpool of emotions , bringing a flood of tears to her eyes. She doesn’t like this at all. This is not what her destiny was…How could she fade way into nothingness this way.

But nothingness beckoned her. A blank lifeless feeling that seemed more attractive than all that was around….Where was she lost, in the quagmire of her thoughts , trying to find her way out. She seemed so so lost…..zoned out in a twilight zone .

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